Tomorrow

The trial starts.

I'm not sure I am ready for the inevitable emotional exhaustion. On top of all this I am trying to study for my A&P Midterm which is tomorrow. We have to rush out of the courthouse at 5 and try to make it home in time for me to make it to class at 6. If anyone knows Big City traffic here, they know that is next to impossible. I'd be lucky if we made it home in 2 hours. Thankfully I talked to my instructor and he said it would be ok for me to show up late and still be able to take the test. I'm a pretty quick test taker so I don't think losing out on time will hurt me too much. It is the mental block I have already that I am worried about. I have been trying to study and I just can't focus. I have to push through though. I have to do well on this test in spite of everything else. I know C. I know she wouldn't want me to risk any of this. Part of the reason I decided on Nursing was because of her so I HAVE to make this work.

I WILL make this work.